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Sup people. I think i'll start to update for the sack of the person who asked me to update. Haha. I sound so gay. Neways, so bored this holiday. been going town alot. riding of course. this few days sucks cause of the RAIN! it's so frickin' gay. hope later it won't rain. Can't wait for school to start so can have $$$. muahaha. (pause...) I don't know what time type now. i'm figuring out how to put songs into this gay site. i think that's all i'm gonna say for today. inform me to update my blog if i forgot to.

Chao, nas

Bummed

Since the last post, i've been busy with school and.. school. Bummed about school and ridin'.

1. I haven't been doing well in school since the 1st term. And now, it's still the same for the 2nd term. Playing too much CS i guess. Need to concentrate on the next lesson. Dayum!

2. I've been practicing some tricks. Bunny hop 180s and crank flips. Didn't went down to Tekong for like nearly a month. Practiced at my home town. Everything has changed since then. Now mostly everybody is working. Nurman has gotten on his bike again since his injury.

This week is the 1 week holiday for me and the ITE students. Was stoked coz i wanted to ride SO bad.I rode. But i felt like i'm not riding as much as last time. I'm growing fat. Eating too much and sleeping. I need to get my old way of "dieting". Dun go to canteen to eat, stay in class. Ride and dun eat much. It was good times back then. Now i need to redo all over again. Anyways, today, went down to dirt, at 10 am. Met Abg Jep there. Touched up some of the jumps and recievers. Then Nurman came right after his exam. It was so damn hot, we lay down under the shelter for like a few hours. I think. Then we decided we can't take it and followed Abg Jep home to take his wallet and went to Civic Center. I was so hungry coz i didn't eat yet. Woke up, bathed, changed and left to dirt. So didn't have time to eat.

We went to Vista Point's banquet after much thinking. We ate chicken rice coz that's the most affordable food for us at that moment. To me it taste the same as all the banquet chicken rice stalls. Waited for A'an to call coz he's on his way to meet us. After all the chitter-chatter, A'an arrived. He kept complaining about his bike and all. I told him he wrecked his fork. He was like, "Why my bike like this!?". Rode, rode, rode till like 5pm. Went to tekong, and A'an started talking about quiting biking. Maybe he's depressed or something. I talked to him and i told him to think about it. So later, Nurman and me went back to Yishun to meet Don and Kit. Like 7 or something. Rode at Income. Now, I'm at home. E-mailing some bike shops regarding my bike. And now, Chatting with Nadia. Weeeeeee. Haha. Anyways, i'm done for now. Chao.

Nazzle, mizzle, shizzle...

The Weakest

Sorry bout the LOOOOONG "vacation". Here's new song. Well, for you guys at least.

"The Weakest"

Point the gun (in your way)
Just pretend that it is time (it is time)
Say the word and I will fire
Sometimes I get so tired of their lies (it never stops)
It's worth more than my life (than my life)
Say the word and I will die

There's no peaceful for passing of this new sickness
That I have introduced
To everyone around me saying that I'm the cause of all their crime
And when they're drunk I pour the wine

Lets leave this place and say that we escaped
We'll say that there's no difference between right and wrong tonight
We'll leave no trace of plans that we have made
So they can't find us and take what is ours

Point the gun (in your way)
Just pretend that it is time (it is time)
Say the word and I will fire

Take me far from this less-than perfect design
My contributions only go so far without monetary gain for my part.

Lets leave this place and say that we escaped
We'll say that there's no difference between right and wrong tonight
We'll leave no trace of plans that we have made
So they can't find us and take what is ours

Running with the scissors pointed at your heart from your hand
Is that your plan?
I don't have time for questions concerning your future position

Lets leave this place (it won't happen this time)
and say that we escaped (decisions that are mine)
Well say that there's no difference between right and wrong tonight
We'll leave no trace (the finger and the gun)
of plans that we have made (to be the only one)
So they can't find us and take what is ours (take what is ours)

Put on your coat (it's time to go)
Dancing very close (with what I want)
Taking every inch to (it's farthest point)
Losing precious time (is not a choice)
When I'm dealing with you (I heard your voice)
Giving up the fight (with arms that bruise)
delicately shading (these grays and blues)
but I could never stop (bleeding for you)
endless dedication (my gift to you)

Chance of a Lifetime

Changed the song. Luckily i wasn't feeling lazy. Same, Emo.

"Chance Of A Lifetime"

The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I see
It comes so close but pulls away
To let me stay another day

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
It seems theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime
The things that I see never end

Trickin' my mind to just pretend
I understand what's happening
When others doubt you still believe

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
I swear theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime

Changing what I once thought
Letting go of what I once fought
There's a life that you need to find
All that surfaced has changed my mind

The end of the world's in front of me
Hard to believe all I've seen

It's one chance in your lifetime
But it won't be the last time
I swear theres always the next hill to climb
And you know there's a lifetime

Heart-ache

My heart has been aching for quite sometime now. I dun think i get a cure soon or ever.

Last fri, went on a ride at town with my friends, met, JJ, Liyan, Jonathan and the town crew. Wasn't feeling that good. Thought about her the whole night. In result, crashed lots of times. I even got lost. In the middle of town! My friend found me and led me back to the rest. Went back home. Not the funnest day.

Next week, monday(yesterday), reach school, play CS, Realised got quiz, didn't know anything = I'm screwed. BIG TIME!

Today, reach school, late, went to class, was caught not doing our project = screwed again. Luckily we could pass it up tmr. We didn't even start a thing. 1 day of finishing a project compared to the actual 3 weeks = super screwed. Ayul got it done. I have to finish the rest at school tmr. And tmr we're going to Swimming. Finishing at 12.45 so it'll be dope. Hope it'll be fun. Hopefully i could see her when i pass by BB tmr. Hai....

Now listing to songs like, Bury your Head, Seven Years, Drawing Board(currently on my blog), Rooftops and Promise. Maybe i'm gonna change the song later or tmr. See whether i'm lazy or not. Argh. How i wish i could go out with her one more time.

Signing off, Emo Kimbrough

Drawing board

Changed the song for the moment. As usual, Emo punk. Enjoy.

MEST LYRICS
"Drawing Board"

[VERSE:]
I can recall only this one time
This kind of control the girl had on my mind
I'm falling deep, I can't get out
I've never acted this way before

[CHORUS:]
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before

[VERSE:]
Feeling alone, and she's on my mind
Try to erase all the pain from that time
She's breaking up, and I'm breaking down
Now I'm headed out of this fucked up town

[CHORUS:]
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but the band won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before
In your head

[BRIDGE:]
So love me, so I can be myself again
Now hate me, so things seem normal in my head
I'm trying, to break away this ball and chain
Now hate me, so things seem normal in my head
Things seem normal in my head

[CHORUS:]
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
I spent days and nights in my bedroom
Trying to write the perfect song to sing to you
Write a song a day but she won't like it anyway
Back to the drawing board
With the words you've heard a million times before
In your head I am dead

Love hurts

Ooooh boy. It's been so boring without riding. Plan to do more. Hopfully it works. Love hurts so much for me to take it. Feel so empty. Too many thing going in my mind. Need to straighten my thoughts. Keep thinking of her. Day dream till something bad happened/happens. I feel like i lost everything when she's gone. Haiz..........

Anyways, yesterday i went swimming with my mates at CCK after school. Which ended at 11+am? The place was boring. Lame wave, even lamer slide. No babes. haha dissapointed my friends with no babes. The place is so lame but we make it fun. We sat in the Jaccuzi. Which tasted too saltish to even be in it. Yulcks. Took the slide 4 peeps at time. I keep getting stuck inside. Gettin hit by Alep. Haha. Was fun. After swimming we went to Lot 1 to eat. Walked from swimming pool, which is at yew tee if i'm not wrong, to Lot 1. Wasn't that far. Talked and talked and suddenly Lot 1 appeared. Magical. Cruise our way to Long John Silver's uncle's son's brother's uncle's sister's brother's shop. To make it simplier, Long John Silver. I got me a Combo 2 upsize with Coleslaw. Was amazing. Some of them planned to cut the plates and cup so that the cleaner will soon realise the something bad will happen. But unfortunately, nothing much happen except the cleaner cleaned the place peacefully. Went home around 7+pm. Reached home, did some stuffs. Then went out to ride to Woodland to pass my former frame to my friend coz he broke his at aroun 11.45pm. Slacked at Causeway point then went home at 3am. Luckily my class starts at 1pm. Today, didn't play much CS as much as last time. Had to finish Chapter 05 and pass it up to Miss Imelda. Then go home. Super boring. Went home too late to let me ride. Sucks.

Now i'm listening to M.B.R coz i'm emo. as normal. Amazing how that one person can do to me... Anyways, i think that's all for tonite. Till next time. Nas have left the blog...

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Good to bad, bad to good. Wtf is wrong with me? or is it my Life? I dunno. Last time i was happy. Now i'm miserable. I can't take it. Love hurts. No riding hurts. She's like ignoring me by the way she replied to me with the msges. It's raining when i'm almost ready to ride. Wth is wrong. I feel so Emo. Now i understand my my friends call me Emo. I think i need to go low from now on. I hope i can take it. Anyways, Just now, my class started at 8.45Am. woke up 7 and thinking i was late. Luckily. I lag my way to get ready. Then i called Sujay to meet what time but he didn't pick up my calls. They were like a Gazillion of em'. Anyways, I went to school by myself, was kinda late. "Captain" Sugu, asked us to change, and do some warm ups. Then we went to play soccer. I play for a while and i sit the game out. Alep has hamstring injury, and the rest of the class played with the other busy body class. I dun know who the fuck they are but all i know there are students. Muahaha. PE ended and we went to Canteen. Planned to go to Causeway to eat. I just drank Lime juice and ate some jelly. We were late for our next class but fortunately our class was cancelled. Was so stoked. haha. Then we changed and went off to Causeway. Relaxed in the train all the way. Talked. Listen to crazy Ayul. And before we know it, it was Woodlands. Went to there ate KFC. The prata-wrapped-with-Chicken-and-a-salad thingy. Alep and me ate the Buddy Meal. It tasted like KFC. We then went to Samuel and Kevin to get some pants and T shirts. For 10 buckaroos. Then we went around. Some bought Cigarrette casings. One bought specs. I'm planning to buy a few stuffs. thats all. Then we went back home. It was 1:20PM. I thought i can make it to the mosque but it was 1.40+ when i reached Yishun. Went home. Waited. for the rain to stop. it started raining again. WTF. Now i'm at home rotting thinking of her. and playing CS. I dunno why i like ot type all this crap but no one reads it. Guess it feels good to let out what i feel. So, i think i'll end it here. I have no one to talk to and nthing to do as everyone has their someone and something. Guess i'll rot. Chao.

Emo Kimbrough, Signing off

Missing h......

Today was a tiring day. School was boring. went home early. And msged Nadia. Miss her already. Then afternoon i asked her whther can she follow me to Ana's house coz i wanna lend her my cat cage. So i met her house downstairs. Get to see her smile again. So like warm hearted. or something like that. Then we walked together to Ana's house. Nadia decided to go up. So i have to follow. Then went to her house. The cat has REALLY grown. ALOT. Went in her house for a while as i waited for the 2 girls. Didn't know what they were doing. Didn't wanna ask. Chat with Ana's uncle. Then we left to Northpoint. Took the bus. Nadia wanted to pass something to her friend so we follow. And she was so obsessed in wanting to find her-like god sister or something? Or is it Best friend younger sister? I don't know whether she met her anot coz i went home coz i need to meet my friends at woodlonds tekong park. Rode till just now morning. I missed her alot. Nvr get to msg her nor see her online. My mp3 is getting worse. My radio and my earphones are getting worse. I'm now checking and have to progress. Dunno what to do. Well, hope to see her soon. Really miss her even after just 2 days.

pasrah?, Kimbrough

So happeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Before yesterday, Went to meet Nadia to accompany her to watch bball match at paya lebar. Coz she didn't have anyone to go with. Feel so shy and happy coz so long nvr see her. Like half a year. Then i took the train at 2 and meet her at last cabin. Looked back to see her whether she's there. The angel. I was so shy to talk to her. OMG. What am I. Ball-less... She went in and there wasn't any seats for her to sit on. There's one beside me but i guess she doesn't want to. So sad. Well, she stand all there way till like novena or something. I felt REALLY bad for not approaching to her. I'm a freaking coward. I didn't look at her. Well, i did have a few glances. Hehe. Admire her from afar. The Angel without wings. Her smile. Anyways, we dropped at City Hall and changed train heading towards Pasir Ris. Then when were standing there. I was like, "What shall i do? I have to talk to her. I've been away from her for toooooo long. I need to say something". I did. Talked to her as if i wanna ask her phone No.. hahaha. Then we talked slowly. Saying that guy's shoe is nice. As the train arrive, proceedings into the train. Chatted abit. Talked about the shoe again. haha. Later when we reached, we met Ana in front of the entrance. Nadia didn't see her and i thought she did that purposely and Ana told me to keep quiet. Then Nadia was like, "Eh! didn't know you were there!". I guess she wasn't bluffing. Haiz. Always love her smile. Anyways, Nadia gave her, her old-school shoes coz the heels she's wearing isn't comfortable. We then walked to the place. As usual, when the two of them are together, hell break loose. I gotta live with it. When we reached, I was kinda nervous coz i've never been to this kinda match before. But as long my angel is there. I mean THE angel. Cheered for our former sec-school, YTSS, Smangat. Took some side photos. Camera + Ana + Nadia = Photo Shoot. Take take until the whole match ended quickly. We then went to the McDonald's after meeting Mr Tan. Nadia wanted to get the 2$ Big Mac Poster so bad but in the end she got the meal instead. Each of us got the same. After eating, guess what, ANOTHER photo shoot. Took photo of them for them for like GAZILLIONS of times. Haha. Then later Nadia wanted to take a pic with me. I'm like Camera shy and like SOO happy! I'm taking a pic with an ANGEL! hehe. Anyways, after taking with her, i took with Ana. We made a mess of ourselves. My MP3 got chili, Nadia's shirt got chilli and mine also. Onli Ana didn't get any thing. Basket. Haha. Then later we left. I ask anyone got left anything. Luckily, Nadia realised she left her wallet. Then we went back and found it. Lucky. We then went back to the MRT station where Ana's BF will pick her up. Nadia's Mp3 and mine is left with a bar so we wanted to look for batts. Then as we were going, Ana's BF reached already. Then they left. So romantic. Wish I got a transport, other then my bike-cycle. hehe. So i can tompang Nadia home. Right... As if she'll ever let me. Anyways, we went to find batts in TJC, Tanjong Pagar Complex. A very old place where we last visited the place like about 5 years ago. or even more. The time we haven't met. We went to shop and save to find batts but it was soo ex! We decided to get an 75 cents orange juice. We shared the drink. Taste very funky. Like it's expired with abit of gas to it. Yucks. I threw it away. Didn't want to have anything bad happen to her. We went back to the station. Took a train back to Raffles Place. Took the marina train coz we wanna bumb back to yishun and have a place to sit. At first she asked to sit the 2 sitter and i was like,"real anot. Anything la". Then talked about stuff. After we reached Marina, we had to change train coz there is an earlier train. I felt disappointed coz didn't get to sitt the 2 seater anymore. :''( But the we still still togther. Hehe. Nothing serious btw. Just that. Forget abt it. Anyways, We talked alot of stuffs. Told me some funny stories. Fantasies. Haha. Even I nvr fantasies until that far. And to me there's onli one girl that melts my heart. Too bad she doesn't notice. Oh well... Anyways, i told her some scary stuffs. I feel bad scaring her that much. Dun like to see her uncomfortable and stuffs. After that much chatting, we reached Yishun. I wished the journey was super long. So can talk all day long, admire her smile and listen to her all day. Hehe. Aiyo, what am i fantasizing about. Back to the story, she wanted to find stickers to paste on her MP3 to make it nicer. So we went to Popular to check some but all of em' were childish kinda stickers, so we went to Mini toons. SOO many. Took like half and hour to pic one. Very picky la she. Even her mom told me that. hehe. Finally she got the glow in the dark stickers. We went to McDonald's to paste but cannot. So i asked her whether she got any pen knife and pencil. Then went her house the Pondok there to help her do the stickers. Did it for like an hour or so. Chatted and stuffs. A normal day that felt like a date. Haiz. Wish i could ask her out or something. But then always, someone else will be invited or something else or i'll not have the guts to ask her. Somemore there's too many guys that is "competing" so i dun think i have a chance. My life sucks but i can say, That day was the best day of my life. Hands down. Well that's the day's story of my outing with the angel and her best bud.

Thx for the outing.

So happy!, Kimbrough